Saturday, December 26, 2009
Drinking is awesome. *winks*
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12:48 AM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Haven been blogging. Just need a place where I could rant right now.
Im tired. So damn tired. With percussion, with work, with this, with that.
Lost my dog.. I really miss eyyears, so much! ='(
Broke up with fad, it was really heart breaking. Time will mend that hole in me, soon enough! Glad we could still be friend, r.s like this should be cherish. Fad! If by any chance you're reading this, I REALLY MISS YOU LA ARSE. Meetup soon ok~
I appreciate friends around me showering with love and concern when Im down. Love you guys~!
One of the hardest things in life is keeping secret. I wish I have someone close enough that I could share basically, everything.
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3:56 AM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
I cant accept it but I had to. Memories of you tingling everywhere. An action, a word, a sound, something. I have no idea since when my world revolves ard you. I though I could handle, I really thot so.. My eyes are sore so is my heart. My head is spinning like I would just die the next minute. I miss you. I love you. I really do.
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3:47 AM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Never thought shopping with boyfriend could be fun.
Or rather, I never had a chance to experience it.
Usually guys shop with their friends.
Sad to say, I have a boyfriend which is more vain than I am.
2 mindless ppl, shopping, eating at expensive places whenever we have money. Whenever we don't, coffeeshop and lepak.
But... fun and happy is the most important factor isn't it?
Have been spending alot of time with boyfriend, it's always happy when we're together.
Ur out of the blue 'Saya syg awak' nv fails to brings a smile on my face, melts my heart.
Saya syg awak juga!
I miss beats.
I miss bloco.
I miss percussion.
I miss clare.
I miss danial.
I miss wan.
In fact everyone.
I just hope next week nothing crops up again!
I miss drinking.
With amir, ash and all.
With clare, fir and all.
I really do.
I just hope a drinking plan would come up soon!
I miss going to sch.
Skipping sch like forever it's holiday.
I know I have to do something about it but I din.
Irresponsible and lazy. Pfftt!
I just wanna make sure from tml onwards Im gonna put in my 100% effort to go to class.
So should you, FARHAD!
Ineedmorethanyouaregiving.Labels: 1
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9:06 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
Im doing all as far when the topic doesnt goes beyond percussion..
Im so3 in love with percussion!
Its damn awesome!
The fact tht he's always busy never fails to bother me but I appreciate tht he's trying to spend time with me.
But at times he seem suspicious to me. I wonder why.
Get this clear, majority of the girls are sensitive creatures.
We think and imagine things when we feel insecure.
Im someone who doesnt likes to bottle things up.
You are not going to treat me the least I expect den forget it.
Well, for now Im trying to take things easy.
What I think is..
No point clinging onto each other if it's not working.
We'll just see how it goes.
*Jealousmood*
Inkgigatawak! Pfft!
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7:20 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Falling in love is easy but staying in love is something very special.
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11:00 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Sensitive is forever the biggest word in her dictionary.
Losing traits of what to do.
She seek company, felt neglected.
She's lost.
Past r.s are all failure, no more confident, no more faith.
Hate tht she's feeling this way.
She have been trying really hard to compromise and understand.
Its just too hard. Maybe letting go is a good way to set him and her free.
Guess till the end, he isnt the other half apple she thought he is.
She regretted feeling this way.
She wants to solve things through talking, he's wants to be alone and think through it.
She waited for hours.
She cried and plead.
Upon they met, he started to weep.
She felt the pain.
She's apolegetic.
She wans to be understood but somehow on the other hand misunderstood him.
She's still trying, really hard.
Im sorry.
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10:28 PM
Falling in love is easy but staying in love is something very special.
